• Subject has reached a physical plateau and is exploring the psychological aspects of BDSM.

Entitlement

• She seems sure that she is a great fuck and that should be enough to get her by. There is some level of entitlement there, some arrogance to manage.

Rage

• Once in a scene she is quick to flash anger. There is a searing quality under the surface.

Crying

• Subject really enjoys crying. Relates that she cries about 50% of the time in scenes.

Hypothesis

• When dominated in an s/m scene, she is quick to reach rage. Intimidated, most people back away from it leaving the scene at that level. When pushed past rage, she says that she ’shuts down’ and becomes non-responsive.
• If pushed past rage and steered through that territory, she will tap a spring of knowing and well being to quench her driving thirst for the ‘hidden knowledge’ of BDSM.

• Rage Scene: To drive her past the stage of RAGE and through the territory that lies beyond the crest of her experience.

Rule Set

• 1. Enter and exit basement areas on all fours
• 2. Ask to do Anything inc. bathroom
• 3. Moved by hair
• 4. Use of Sir

Subject’s Motivation

• Wants to learn to ‘let go’

How To Punish

• Over the knee, bare handed spanking
• Something having to do with dirt / filth

How To Reward

• Hard sex
• Squirting
• Physical attentions, petting
• Fisting if she is very good

Best Way To Orgasm

• HARD SEX anyway she can get it.
• Fisting is her favorite
• Squirting if she is really good.

Stats

• Age: 23
• Measurements: 32a-24-35
• Height: 5′7
• Weight: 110
• Breasts: real
• Current status: collared

History

• ‘Interested in BDSM and specifically being submissive for as long as I can remember’.
• Dealt with a period of typical repression of kink urges.
• Began inquiry into the lifestyle through various avenues leading to emergence apx. three years ago.
• Engaged in 24/7 live in status 1.5 years ago.

Limits

• No scenes involving cigarettes.
• No heavy physical exertion through cardio activities like running.
• SuffersTMJ and the status of jaw varies from day to day.

Likes

• Deep thuddy pain - Heavy floggings
• Breath play
• Electricity
• Caning
• Objectification
• Verbal Praise
• Sucking cock
• Being fucked, anally or vaginally

Other

• Self reports well regarding pleasure and pain and levels of arousal.

• Pain slut slave that orgasms from pain

Weaknesses

• Poor performance at household maintenance.
• A tendency to regress to a dissociative state when having difficulty completing assigned tasks or under going activities she does not find enjoyable.

Pain Management

• Excellent.

Marking

• non-issue

Issues

• Low self worth, does not tend to see what she does as valuable.
• ‘I think the quality of the service i provide will increase as i strive to take more pride in it ‘

Sexuality

• She is overall an exhibitionist, and has a very high sex drive

Orgasm

• Trained to orgasm on verbal command when in subspace.
• She will not orgasm until given permission, and does not beg for orgasm unless given permission.

Quotes

• I am willing to put all i have into it and let you be my guide for the next week even if it means taking a deep breath and a tiny step forward on my trust issues.’

Case Review

• Re-state the Hypothesis: Subject starts in BDSM at a young age, operates in a singular ego state of uncertainty and acquiescence. Not to be confused with submission, this meek attitude serves as the vehicle for explorations in BDSM and slavehood.
• Evolving conditions positively influence growth into an Adult state of appropriate assertiveness and control over her decisions.
• Submission, however, becomes distant due to it’s persistent association with the former Child ego-state. Meek means weak, and submission is tied to this former helpless state. Efforts to dominate her met with psychological reactance resulting in confusion, resistance, and inner struggle.

Supporting Evidence

• Easier to engage in power games with strangers than with those more familiar.
• Discussions uncover a resonance with the principles of reactance
• Behavior suggest Erikson’s ‘identity crisis’: “people experience an identity crisis when they lose a sense of personal sameness and historical continuity”.
• Socialization is lacking from subject’s BDSM development. Seemingly, subject closes herself off to stimulus relating to kink by using blocking statements
• When asked about community involvement, response cites ‘no parties are doing what I’m into.
• ‘When asked about favorite genre fiction, response indicates low interest due to poor writing skills among genre authors.

Training Goals

• Identity: explore the PAC model of ego states.
• Eroticize Pain: practical techniques
• Posture through Pain: balance

Rule Set

• 1. Sir, thank you Sir.
• 2. control nervous laughter
• 3. Orgasm ONLY when in pain
• 4. Head and eye alignment

• Wager her accumulated demerits against her mouth stuffed in an asshole + 50 cane strokes: can she maintain balance for more than a few seconds?

Lesson Review

• A hard whipping by the master sets up the lesson.
• Cane her tits to solicit reflections on the principles of the hypothesis, identity, reactance, and past associations of submission.

Review By Committee

• Social anthropologist Gayle Rubins co-founded the historic Samois group and fought the Feminist Sex Wars of the 80’s to defend the right to engage in the very activity our subject is now thoroughly enjoying. Role model?

Job Interview, Pt 1

• Toilet Attendant, ass eating and piss play
• Collect on the debt and reward Madison’s participation with 5 minutes of 178’s tongue up her ass.
• Assess this applicant’s potential for satisfying the most copious pissers in the building and a possible future with the House.

Self Assessment Under Duress

• How far can one push themself?
• Are you giving yourself as a commodity to use?
• An entity of slavehood: number 178.
• Identify this commodity: what are you, who are you? How can you give it up if you don’t know what it is?
  
  
• Without identity we have confusion, turmoil and pain: where you are now.
• Every seven years we grow, do we give it up or adapt?

Assignment

• Write a user’s manual:
• what works, what does not work, what you are good at, where your weaknesses lie. A blueprint of what 178 is.

Pain Management 101

• Subject shows a talent. Recommend focus in this area to explore deeper masochism. Strategies to date incorporate the assumption that pain is energy and can be identified and manipulated through conscious controls:
  • Identify rhythm in the strikes
  • synchronize breathing patterns tot his rhythm
  • use breathing to capture the pain
  • apply visualization and concentration to ‘own the pain’
  • control and steer the flow of energy

Self Expression

• Narrative Visualization techniques are applied in an attempt to break the cycle of repressed verbal behaviors, esp. sexual.
• The addition of a blindfold increases positive response.
• Stimulus, electricity and verbal guidance further contribute to develoment.

Voice Controls

• Diction and grammar are good, making the subject a good candidate for speech and voice training.
  • Think Before You Speak
  • Pause for a Beat:

  Mid Term Assessments

  • Self social Identity (how she sees herself in this world):
  • Service slut girl - what percentage of the time is she like this?
  • Feels she needs more patience
  • Attracted to - knowledge, confidence, strictness, kindness
  • Depth - claims to not have been past anger in BDSM
  • Difficult letting go to express herself results in sometimes rigid uninspired attempts at erotic vocalizations.
  • Conduct is excellent, shows enthusiasm and determination to learn. Excellent candidate for deep, full use.

• The Cup of Pain
• Steering pain energy to body parts

Instructional Component

• Corporal implements with guided instruction in technique
• Focus on breathing - the gatherer of pain
• visualization as heat, light and color
• applied: generalization, superficializing, radiation

Application:

• Princess Donna applies unrelenting sadistic stimulus
• heavy single tail whip
• cat o nine tails
• repeated cattle prod
• hard pussy slapping

Evaluation:

• Subject maintains composure and displays a talent for learning and a presence of mind that appears to keep her ‘in the scene’ mentally. Occasional lapses in response time and breaks in form exist. Recommend allowing it due to cognitive load.
• Rating: 4/5
• Note: She is sustaining heavy marking and showing signs of fatigue.

Reinforcement

• apply positive reinforcers; clit vibration
• put her slut mouth to work on servicing Donna’s pussy to orgasm

Homework

• Freud’s theory of Ego, Id and Super-ego